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In · This · World · I · Created · For · Myself
I Forgot To Bring Someone Else...
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It would honestly be to Anna, she really broke my heart when she broke up with me. Especially with her reasons. I understand some, but not the others. I just wish there were things that she never would've said, because what she said to me when she broke up with me contradicted A LOT of what she said. And who the fuck breaks up with someone over Myspace!? I wouldn't really say much to her, just that she hurt me a lot, but I forgive her. I love her so much and I probably always will. But I got over it, I'm not letting the pain get to me, I need to move one with my life. I hope one day we can actually just be friends again.
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My Room. |
Current Mood: |
 peaceful |
Current Music: |
My Friend jane - Never Shout Never | |
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so I realized that the entry before this was about Anna. She is the girl who broke my heart,m she ripped it to pieces. Burned it right out of my fucking chest. Awesome. |
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So. I'm gay, wooo for being a lesbian! lol Idk why i started this entry like that lol. I'm having major mood swings again. And I'm feeling wicked lonely, I'm surrounded by people and I feel so alone...it sucks. I'll start writing in this again. I miss it. I bought a journal that I've been writing in which is good. Sometimes I get so frustrated with life and I need to write. I'm getting my car inspection tomorrow and it's not gonna pass. So there goes my car. And I need to get a new license cause I lost my wallet and it was in there. Blah. I'm listening to sappy music. It's wonderful. I wonder when my last update was...
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Alison's Roiom. |
Current Mood: |
 apathetic |
Current Music: |
Can't Take This - MEST. | |
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Sooooo I met this girl. And I kinda like her. :) |
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Annoying Beautiful <--- gotta think positive some how (or Bibliophile) Crazy Dreamer Excellent Fat Gross Hyper Intelligent Joker Kevin Jonas Lover Lonely Mischievous Naughty Open Problematic Queer Romantic at heart Silly Tempermental Under-appreciated and estimated Virgin Wonderful X-chromosones Yeller Zealous
Current Location: |
Em's Room |
Current Mood: |
chipper |
Current Music: |
She's No You - Jesse McCartney | |
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I got to school and spread my germys. ^_^ If I'm super sick like I can't move than I'll stay home, but I usually go to schoool. ^_^
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On A Compooter |
Current Mood: |
 sleepy |
Current Music: |
Call and Return - Hellogoodbye | |
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So I went to a Halloween party on Saturday in Rochester. There I met this guy that I've been talking to online for about 8 months? He is sooo fucking hot. We pretty much hung out the whole time and kissed and shit, it was amazing. I think I'm in love with him. Why must he live in Rochester and have a girlfriend! That's right, I said it, he has a girlfriend, and we made out. Apparantly she lets him mess around on occasion. And it was a costume party and I was Pirate Alison's Sex Slave. Julian brought me and Alison to Wal*Mart and I boughted a red collar. That I'm wearing right now. :) And I had a leash and everything. And OMG it was so hot when Julian would take the leash and pull me towards him. Growr. Well, I'm gonna goooooo now. |
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Holy shit, there's actually a month for this? Wow. I have ADHD, and I was diagnosed with it when I was 7 I think. It's been rough to grow up with it. I've been on several different kinds of medication, and I hated them all. I felt like a shell and that I had no emotion. Not fun at all. And I know my mom had it rough to when I was a kid, and even now. I was always hyperactive and crazy, running around, playing with things, swinging on stuff I shouldn't, being a kid, but 10 times worse. And I'm still like that now. When I was about 12, my friends parents didnt want me to spend the night because I was so hyper. But that's the past. I'm not really in the mood to write right now. But I met this great guy DJ. :)
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OCC Library |
Current Mood: |
crazy |
Current Music: |
Make You Smile - +44 | |
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So I had something that I wanted to talk about this morning while I was driving to work...but now I can't remember now....shit....oh well...I remember one other thing I want to talk about. Have you ever just felt the urge to start singing? I'm not talking about you know the words so let's jsut sing along. I'm talking about having a big bubble in your chest that pushes up into your throat and you just start singing! I had that last night while listening to the Jonas Brothers. I just felt the need to SING. So I did, then felt weird, cause I was alone and I sang really loud and off-key... :D
Current Location: |
Place of Hellions |
Current Mood: |
chipper |
Current Music: |
Move On - The Jonas Brothers | |
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Ok, so I was reading some old posts of mine and saw the writer's block question "What Was The Best Concert You've Ever Been Too?" And I have a new answerr. :D k rock a thon 13 bitch yes, best concert everrrrrrr!!!! Sick puppies, luna halo, black stone cherry, 12 stones, saftey suit, seether, shinedown and three days grace!!! All the bands were AMAZING!!! Like, i can't even be like, this band was so much better than this band cause they all were pretty fucking awesome. Loved Three Days Grace too!!! Hands down best concert ever! And btw, my mood isn't confused, but I think the little icon is SO cute! ^_^
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House of Hellions |
Current Mood: |
 confused |
Current Music: |
Kids Of The Future - Jonas Brothers | |
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OMG, I wish I was off the clock now. I want to lick, slit my wrists or something. Seriously. Like, I'm not even kidding, I wish I had a knife. That is not how I spend my days off the clock though. If I'm off the clock, I'm a computer whore, I will be on my computer, near my computer or my computer will be on while I'm doing something else. I will be on Myspace, Facebook, Myyearbook, LiveJournal, Gaia, Fanfiction.net most definatly, and maybe a few other sites. I like to relax with my computer. If it just so happens I'm not around my computer on a day off, then I'll read a book. I love to read. Currently Reading - Private Demon Currently Wearing - Blue Tank Top, Jeans, Heels, Sweatshirt.
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House Of Work |
Current Mood: |
 bitchy |
Current Music: |
Shelf - Jonas Brothers | |
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First off, I LOVE THE JONAS BROTHERS!!! And Happy 2 Days Late Birthday Joe Jonas!!! <3 My name cam from one of my favorite movies and a song from it. It's from RENT and the song "What You Own." Mark, my favorite character, sings along with Roger, my second favorite character , "So I own not a notion, I escape and gape, content. I don't own emotion, I rent." I also have a photobucket account with the name StarvingArtist007, which I always use 007, not that I like James Bond, I just like the numbers and Mark calls himself a starving artist, which is where that comes from. :)
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My Kitchen. |
Current Mood: |
 bouncy |
Current Music: |
What You Own - RENT, Mark and Roger. | |
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Rockstar Cafe. That's what it would be called. And i would have like, cool pancake names, and my main specials would have stars names so the breakfast would have something to do with them. Like, The Angelina Jolei - 2 sausages {for her lips} 2 pancakes {for her boobs} and then 2 eggs and shit like that. Then I'd have cool pancake names. The Blues - Pancakes w/ Blueberries. Jazz - Wildberry Pancakes. Funk - Pancakes with Sausages mixed in. And I'm forgetting. >.< Oh, and Slide by the Goo Goo Dolls Is My Most Favoritest Song Of All Times.
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My Couch. |
Current Mood: |
apathetic |
Current Music: |
Slide - Goo Goo Dolls | |
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So, haven't posted in a while! I watched Tarzan today, I fucking love that movie. I think tomorrow I'm going to watch Mulan and Beauty and the Beast!!! ^_^ Yay, and maybe 101 Dalmations tooo.
:) bwhahahaha I have tomorrow off so, I'm working on my graduation poster, sleeping in and taking a bath. OH YEA... I FUCKING GRADUATED HIGH SCHOOL MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOO HOO
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My Bedroom. |
Current Mood: |
tired |
Current Music: |
Oh, It Is Love - Hellogodbye | |
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So, wow, haven't updated in a while. Next Friday is my Senior Ball and the last day of school!!! WOOHOO So, I had a date to Ball, his name was Chris, turned out he was an ASSHOLE. I really thought I liked him and everything too, he was nice, polite, but then he'd do stupid things that really pissed me off. Like talk about my bodily functions, or ignore me. Which, I'm an attention-whore man, so don't ignore me. Well, he was like, my first kind of sexual experiences, NO we did not have sex, but we did stuff. And it seemed like we were never happy around each other, and yea... Well Miranda told me that he was going to blow me off from Senior Ball anyway and that he was going to hang out with this girl Megan and Renee and Nica. And he was always telling me that he was afraid I'd break his heart and asking me what if he started liking another girl and that'd he d probally go for her, well Megan told Miranda that she liked Chris and she thought he liked her. Yea...well, good thing I had already told him that things weren't going well so SEE-YA. Well, now Alison's going to go to the hotel with me. Oh, I haven't told you yet, After Senior Ball and Senior Daze, we're going up to Sylvan Beach and staying at a hotel suite! YAY!!! So Alison's going with me! YAY! And Ball's On Friday the 13th! And I won't have my period! YAY!!! And I found out Miley Cyrus{Hannah Montana} has an older brother, Trace, and he's in band called Metro Station, and their really good and he's hot, so yay!
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Living Room Couch |
Current Mood: |
chipper |
Current Music: |
Shake It - Metro Station | |
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So I'm definatly trying to get rid of my fear of realtionships and it's not working too well. I'm kind of pissed and hurt and confused right now but i don't rally want to get into it as I have homework to do. But I'm listening to Avril Lavigne's "Things I'll Never Say" and I fucking love this song. Cause sometimes I don't like Avril Lavigne but she's got AMAZING lyrics. And this song describes exactly how I feel about someone right now. Someone who I probably won't have but I want sooo bad. Well need to go finish my human anatomy paper now. >.
Current Location: |
My Bedroom |
Current Mood: |
confused |
Current Music: |
Things I'll Never Say - Avril Lavigne | |
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So, round-up was this weekend and it was pretty fuckin awesome. I hung out with Alison {ooo baby} most of the weekend and her sweet little girls who are so freakin cute and so freakin weird. I also met Angie. :D I love people. My whoreish lesbian comes out during dances. I love it. We shall give her a name. And my lesbian whore side shall be called Francis.
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Living Room. |
Current Mood: |
amused |
Current Music: |
Smack That - Akon | |
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Ohmigosh. There's 3. Practically the only 3 I've been too. Well, one sucked kind of because I was sick. Hinder/Buckcherry/Papa Roach - I was sick for practically all of Papa Roach and Buckcherry which SUCKED cause Papa Roach was THE BEST, plus the lead singer came around and shook my step-dad's hand while I was puking in the bathroom! >.< Not happy man. But I was well enough for all of Hinder, whom I LOVE, until their encore, which after, I puked again. Ew. Jesse McCartney - I LOVE JESSE MCCARTNEY!!! I was like, the 12th row and dead center so it was awesome! I loved it, he was so hot, and Aly&AJ opened and they were good. Nickleback - The best, I would love love love to go see them in concert again, they fucking rocked and they still rock.
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Living Room Couch |
Current Mood: |
aggravated |
Current Music: |
I Want You To Want Me is stuck in my head. | |
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