In This World I Created For Myself

Writer's Block: Take the pain away

2009-10-27T03:59:08Z

If you could say anything you want to the person who has hurt you most in life, what would it be? Did you ever confront them? Why or why not?

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It would honestly be to Anna, she really broke my heart when she broke up with me. Especially with her reasons. I understand some, but not the others. I just wish there were things that she never would've said, because what she said to me when she broke up with me contradicted A LOT of what she said. And who the fuck breaks up with someone over Myspace!?

I wouldn't really say much to her, just that she hurt me a lot, but I forgive her. I love her so much and I probably always will. But I got over it, I'm not letting the pain get to me, I need to move one with my life.

I hope one day we can actually just be friends again.

iownnot_anotion @ 2009-08-31T21:33:00

2009-09-01T01:34:43Z

so I realized that the entry before this was about Anna. She is the girl who broke my heart,m she ripped it to pieces. Burned it right out of my fucking chest. Awesome.

Blah

2009-09-01T01:31:53Z

So. I'm gay, wooo for being a lesbian! lol Idk why i started this entry like that lol. I'm having major mood swings again. And I'm feeling wicked lonely, I'm surrounded by people and I feel so alone...it sucks. I'll start writing in this again. I miss it. I bought a journal that I've been writing in which is good. Sometimes I get so frustrated with life and I need to write. I'm getting my car inspection tomorrow and it's not gonna pass. So there goes my car. And I need to get a new license cause I lost my wallet and it was in there. Blah.

I'm listening to sappy music. It's wonderful.

I wonder when my last update was...

iownnot_anotion @ 2009-04-14T01:15:00

2009-04-15T05:17:45Z

Sooooo

I met this girl.

And I kinda like her.

:)

Writer's Block: Easy Like Sunday Morning

2009-01-08T01:23:16Z

Ah, Sunday, the day of rest. What's your favorite way to spend a Sunday morning?

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sleeping. ^_^

Writer's Block: From A to Z

2009-01-05T02:48:51Z

Using one word for each letter of the alphabet, make a list of the words you most associate with yourself or that you feel best describe you.

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Annoying
Beautiful <--- gotta think positive some how (or Bibliophile)
Crazy
Dreamer
Excellent
Fat
Gross
Hyper
Intelligent
Joker
Kevin Jonas Lover
Lonely
Mischievous
Naughty
Open
Problematic
Queer
Romantic at heart
Silly
Tempermental
Under-appreciated and estimated
Virgin
Wonderful
X-chromosones
Yeller
Zealous

Writer's Block: Quarantine Etiquette

2008-12-15T16:03:12Z

The holiday season happens to overlap with cold and flu season (and not just the bottle flu). When you get sick, do you go to work or school anyway, or do you stay home to avoid spreading your germs?

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I got to school and spread my germys. ^_^

If I'm super sick like I can't move than I'll stay home, but I usually go to schoool. ^_^

iownnot_anotion @ 2008-11-03T09:31:00

2008-11-03T13:31:49Z

So I went to a Halloween party on Saturday in Rochester. There I met this guy that I've been talking to online for about 8 months? He is sooo fucking hot. We pretty much hung out the whole time and kissed and shit, it was amazing. I think I'm in love with him.

Why must he live in Rochester and have a girlfriend! That's right, I said it, he has a girlfriend, and we made out. Apparantly she lets him mess around on occasion.

And it was a costume party and I was Pirate Alison's Sex Slave. Julian brought me and Alison to Wal*Mart and I boughted a red collar. That I'm wearing right now. :) And I had a leash and everything. And OMG it was so hot when Julian would take the leash and pull me towards him. Growr.

Well, I'm gonna goooooo now.

Writer's Block: Life With ADHD

2008-09-11T12:09:28Z

This month is Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder Month. Talk about your experiences with ADHD, or those of someone close to you.

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Holy shit, there's actually a month for this? Wow. I have ADHD, and I was diagnosed with it when I was 7 I think. It's been rough to grow up with it. I've been on several different kinds of medication, and I hated them all. I felt like a shell and that I had no emotion. Not fun at all. And I know my mom had it rough to when I was a kid, and even now.

I was always hyperactive and crazy, running around, playing with things, swinging on stuff I shouldn't, being a kid, but 10 times worse. And I'm still like that now.

When I was about 12, my friends parents didnt want me to spend the night because I was so hyper.

But that's the past.

I'm not really in the mood to write right now.

But I met this great guy DJ. :)

Ever felt the urge to belt out a song?

2008-08-20T13:56:32Z

So I had something that I wanted to talk about this morning while I was driving to work...but now I can't remember now....shit....oh well...I remember one other thing I want to talk about.

Have you ever just felt the urge to start singing?

I'm not talking about you know the words so let's jsut sing along.

I'm talking about having a big bubble in your chest that pushes up into your throat and you just start singing!

I had that last night while listening to the Jonas Brothers.

I just felt the need to SING. So I did, then felt weird, cause I was alone and I sang really loud and off-key...

:D

iownnot_anotion @ 2008-08-19T11:26:00

2008-08-19T15:31:57Z

Ok, so I was reading some old posts of mine and saw the writer's block question "What Was The Best Concert You've Ever Been Too?" And I have a new answerr. :D

k rock a thon 13 bitch

yes, best concert everrrrrrr!!!!

Sick puppies, luna halo, black stone cherry, 12 stones, saftey suit, seether, shinedown and three days grace!!!

All the bands were AMAZING!!!

Like, i can't even be like, this band was so much better than this band cause they all were pretty fucking awesome.

Loved Three Days Grace too!!!

Hands down best concert ever!

And btw, my mood isn't confused, but I think the little icon is SO cute! ^_^

Writer's Block: Cheap Chills

2008-08-19T15:16:42Z

What are some inexpensive ways you relax when you’re off-the-clock?

Writer's Block: Your Username

2008-08-17T17:27:24Z

First off, I LOVE THE JONAS BROTHERS!!! And Happy 2 Days Late Birthday Joe Jonas!!! <3

My name cam from one of my favorite movies and a song from it. It's from RENT and the song "What You Own."

Mark, my favorite character, sings along with Roger, my second favorite character , "So I own not a notion, I escape and gape, content. I don't own emotion, I rent."

I also have a photobucket account with the name StarvingArtist007, which I always use 007, not that I like James Bond, I just like the numbers and Mark calls himself a starving artist, which is where that comes from.

:)

Writer's Block: In the Shoes of an Extravagant Restaurant Owner

2008-07-10T19:22:38Z

Rockstar Cafe.

That's what it would be called.

And i would have like, cool pancake names, and my main specials would have stars names so the breakfast would have something to do with them.

Like, The Angelina Jolei - 2 sausages {for her lips} 2 pancakes {for her boobs} and then 2 eggs and shit like that.

Then I'd have cool pancake names.

The Blues - Pancakes w/ Blueberries.

Jazz - Wildberry Pancakes.

Funk - Pancakes with Sausages mixed in.

And I'm forgetting. >.<

Oh, and Slide by the Goo Goo Dolls Is My Most Favoritest Song Of All Times.

iownnot_anotion @ 2008-07-09T20:35:00

2008-07-10T03:37:17Z

So, haven't posted in a while!

I watched Tarzan today, I fucking love that movie.

I think tomorrow I'm going to watch Mulan and Beauty and the Beast!!!

^_^

Yay, and maybe 101 Dalmations tooo.
:)

bwhahahaha

I have tomorrow off so, I'm working on my graduation poster, sleeping in and taking a bath.

OH YEA... I FUCKING GRADUATED HIGH SCHOOL MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOO HOO

iownnot_anotion @ 2008-06-07T18:45:00

2008-06-07T22:51:02Z

So, wow,
haven't updated in a while.

Next Friday is my Senior Ball and the last day of school!!! WOOHOO

So, I had a date to Ball, his name was Chris, turned out he was an ASSHOLE.

I really thought I liked him and everything too, he was nice, polite, but then he'd do stupid things that really pissed me off. Like talk about my bodily functions, or ignore me. Which, I'm an attention-whore man, so don't ignore me.

Well, he was like, my first kind of sexual experiences, NO we did not have sex, but we did stuff.

And it seemed like we were never happy around each other, and yea...

Well Miranda told me that he was going to blow me off from Senior Ball anyway and that he was going to hang out with this girl Megan and Renee and Nica. And he was always telling me that he was afraid I'd break his heart and asking me what if he started liking another girl and that'd he d probally go for her, well Megan told Miranda that she liked Chris and she thought he liked her. Yea...well, good thing I had already told him that things weren't going well so SEE-YA.

Well, now Alison's going to go to the hotel with me.

Oh, I haven't told you yet, After Senior Ball and Senior Daze, we're going up to Sylvan Beach and staying at a hotel suite! YAY!!!

So Alison's going with me! YAY!

And Ball's On Friday the 13th! And I won't have my period! YAY!!!

And I found out Miley Cyrus{Hannah Montana} has an older brother, Trace, and he's in band called Metro Station, and their really good and he's hot, so yay!

iownnot_anotion @ 2008-03-25T01:59:00

2008-03-25T05:57:27Z

http://www.blogthings.com/whatcolorisyourmindquiz/outcome.php

Confused

2008-02-14T01:32:48Z

So I'm definatly trying to get rid of my fear of realtionships and it's not working too well.

I'm kind of pissed and hurt and confused right now but i don't rally want to get into it as I have homework to do.

But I'm listening to Avril Lavigne's "Things I'll Never Say" and I fucking love this song.

Cause sometimes I don't like Avril Lavigne but she's got AMAZING lyrics.

And this song describes exactly how I feel about someone right now.

Someone who I probably won't have but I want sooo bad.

Well need to go finish my human anatomy paper now. >.

Round-Up

2008-02-10T22:51:03Z

So, round-up was this weekend and it was pretty fuckin awesome.

I hung out with Alison {ooo baby} most of the weekend and her sweet little girls who are so freakin cute and so freakin weird.

I also met Angie. :D

I love people.

My whoreish lesbian comes out during dances. I love it.

We shall give her a name. And my lesbian whore side shall be called Francis.

What Do You Have To Say? - Best. Concert. Ever.

2008-01-16T01:29:52Z

What's the best concert you've ever been to?

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Ohmigosh. There's 3. Practically the only 3 I've been too. Well, one sucked kind of because I was sick.

Hinder/Buckcherry/Papa Roach - I was sick for practically all of Papa Roach and Buckcherry which SUCKED cause Papa Roach was THE BEST, plus the lead singer came around and shook my step-dad's hand while I was puking in the bathroom! >.< Not happy man. But I was well enough for all of Hinder, whom I LOVE, until their encore, which after, I puked again. Ew.

Jesse McCartney - I LOVE JESSE MCCARTNEY!!! I was like, the 12th row and dead center so it was awesome! I loved it, he was so hot, and Aly&AJ opened and they were good.

Nickleback - The best, I would love love love to go see them in concert again, they fucking rocked and they still rock.

iownnot_anotion @ 2007-12-17T20:00:00

2007-12-18T01:01:15Z

You Are Paper

Crafty and creative, you are able to adapt freely to almost any situation.

People tend to underestimate you, unless they've truly seen what you are capable of.

Deep down, you're always scheming and thinking up new plans. Your mind is constantly active.

You are quite capable of anything you dream of. You can always figure out a way to get what you want.

You can wrap a rock person up in your sheet of trickery.

A scissor person can sneak up and cut you to pieces.

When you fight: No one can anticipate your next move

If someone makes you mad: You'll attack them mercilessly when they're unprepared

Are You Rock, Paper, or Scissors?

Your Scent is Lemon

Vivacious, tangy, and lively

You are one gigantic ball of energy!

What's Your Girl Smell?

Your 1996 Theme Song Is: Breakfast at Tiffany's by Deep Blue Something

And I said "What about Breakfast at Tiffany's?"

She said, "I think I remember the film,

And as I recall, I think, we both kinda liked it."

And I said, "Well, that's the one thing we've got."

What's Your 1996 Theme Song?

What Your Handwriting Says About You

You are a fairly energetic person. You know how do pace yourself, and you deal well with stress.

You are very extroverted and outgoing. You are loving, friendly, and supportive. However, you are also manipulative and controlling at times.

You are balanced and grounded. You know how to get along well with others.

You don't a lot of space, and you prefer to spend time with others. You are a little nosy and intrusive. You sometimes don't give people enough space.

You are somewhat traditional, but you are also open to change. You listen to your head and your heart.

You are a poor communicator. No one really knows exactly what you're getting at.

What Does Your Handwriting Say About You?

Being becoming addicted to Blogthings again. ^_^

2007-12-18T00:55:29Z

You Are An ENFP

The Inspirer

You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.

You are also unconventional, irreverent, and unimpressed by authority and rules.

Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.

You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're quite the storyteller!

In love, you are quite the charmer. And you are definitely willing to risk your heart.

You often don't follow through with your flirting or professed feelings. And you do break a lot of hearts.

At work, you are driven but not a workaholic. You just always seem to enjoy what you do.

You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.

How you see yourself: compassionate, unselfish, and understanding

When other people don't get you, they see you as: gushy, emotional, and unfocused

What's Your Personality Type?

Your Inner Pop Princess Is Hilary Duff

"I'm shedding

Shedding every color

Trying to find a pigment of truth

Beneath my skin"

You're sweet and cute, but a little more complex than that.

Who's Your Inner Pop Princess?

Your Psyche is Blue

You are deeply emotional and very connected to everything (and everyone) around you.

By simply understanding other people, you are able to help them heal and let go.

While you are a very deep and thoughtful person, you do have a very silly, superficial side.

When you are too blue: the weight of the world's problems hangs over you

When you don't have enough blue: you lack perspective and understanding

What Color Is Your Psyche?

You Are A Green Girl

You feel most at home in a world of ideas.

You're curious and logical - and enjoy a good intellectual challenge.

You're super cool, calm, and collected. Very little tries your patience.

Your only fear? People not realizing how smart and able you are!

What Color Girl Are You?

You Are A Chocolate Ice Cream Girl

Dramatic. Powerful. Flirty.

What Flavor Ice Cream Girl Are You?

Cheese Pizza

Traditional and comforting.

You focus on living a quality life.

You're not easily impressed with novelty.

Yet, you easily impress others.

What's Your Pizza Personality?

You Belong in London

A little old fashioned, and a little modern.

A little traditional, and a little bit punk rock.

A unique soul like you needs a city that offers everything.

No wonder you and London will get along so well.

What City Do You Belong In?

The Movie Of Your Life Is A Cult Classic

Quirky, offbeat, and even a little campy - your life appeals to a select few.

But if someone's obsessed with you, look out! Your fans are downright freaky.

Your best movie matches: Office Space, Showgirls, The Big Lebowski

If Your Life Was a Movie, What Genre Would It Be?

iownnot_anotion @ 2007-12-16T22:12:00

2007-12-17T03:22:18Z

You Are a Cappuccino

You're fun, outgoing, and you love to try anything new.

However, you tend to have strong opinions on what you like.

You are a total girly girly at heart - and prefer your coffee with good conversation.

You're the type that seems complex to outsiders, but in reality, you are easy to please

What Kind of Coffee Girl Are You?

You Are Big Black Boots!

You can be best described as: attitude

You've got lots of it - and you love to give it

A guy has to be pretty gusty to hit on you

But if he's your type, you'll warm up... a little

What Kind Of Women's Shoe Are You?

You Belong in Brooklyn

Down to earth and hard working, you're a true New Yorker.

And although you may be turning into a yuppie, you never forget your roots.

Where Should Your Inner New Yorker Live?

You Are 72% Open Minded

You are a very open minded person, but you're also well grounded.

Tolerant and flexible, you appreciate most lifestyles and viewpoints.

But you also know where you stand firm, and you can draw that line.

You're open to considering every possibility - but in the end, you stand true to yourself.

How Open Minded Are You?

You Are Smores

Unusual and unconventional, you make your strange ways work for you.

You've got personality - no one's denying that!

What Dessert Are You Most Like?

iownnot_anotion @ 2007-12-16T20:25:00

2007-12-17T01:37:52Z

You Are a Meaty Sundae

Wacky, savory, and unconventional.

You're an "acquired taste"... no doubt about it!

What Kind of Sundae Are You?

You Are a Grilled Cheese Sandwich

You are a traditional person with very simple tastes.

In your opinion, the best things in life are free, easy, and fun.

You totally go with the flow. And you enjoy every minute of it!

Your best friend: The Peanut Butter and Jelly Sandwich

Your mortal enemy: The Ham Sandwich

What Kind of Sandwich Are You?

What Your Hands Say About You

You are logical, analytical, and rational. You have good verbal skills.

Bold and daring, you're not afraid to change your life if you think it needs an overhaul.

Consistent and reliable, you like to count on structure and routine in your life.

Your emotions tend to be nervous and potent. Your energy - both positive and negative - deeply impacts your life.

What Do Your Hands Say About You?

You Are Coke

A true original and classic, you represent the best of everything you can offer.

Just the right amount of sweet, just the right amount of energy... you're the life of the party.

Your best soda match: Mountain Dew

Stay away from:Dr Pepper

What Kind of Soda Are You?

What Do You Have To Say? - In Cold Weather...

2007-12-15T02:48:15Z

How do you react to cold weather?

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I FUCKIN HATE IT!!!!

I wrote your name on the bullet so everyone would know you were the last
thing that went through my head